Counting smiles..
A smile re-cures the wounding of a frownVenus & Adonis (Shakespeare)
Counting smiles helps... they say.
I'm not sure if I want to change the state of mood I'm in, even so, I start counting smiles. I look at people and they look at me, I noticed today that girls really like my shoes although they dont smile at me. On the other hand guys look at me but not in the way I'm trying to experiment, at first they looked at my face and try some kind of smile and pass me by. I'm sad today life is unfair sometimes or at least I want to belive that, but instead of getting depressed I'm counting smiles.
I know it's not working but something inside of me really needs those smiles, why do we force ourselves to get our live harder and harder? I use to make people happy, what happened to me?
I keep walking and I find out if I smile first people smile back I know some guys think I'm kind of flirting with them but, que demonios!, I need to count smiles today.
